‘ Never fall asleep…’
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long the
narrow street leading away from the village, dusk was eating away light,
anywhere it could find some, as a predator would search its prey until its
hunger would be satisfied. All the surroundings were now vanishing, together
with the cobblestones of that narrow street, which was now an essential
witness, or actually had unexpectedly and unconsciously become one.
The
same way that Rupert had unexpectedly fallen into Fate’s hands, becoming an
essential pawn for its story. The young man kept walking along the narrow
street, beside a couple of trees and rocks which seemed to have been placed
there since forever, forever really. Every now and then he kicked a stone in
anger, he was alone, the only person he had ever managed to love, or the
closest to love he’d ever felt, was gone now and once again forever. Loneliness
was not however a feeling that disturbed Rupert or either caused him to feel
out of place with the world. He already knew he was and probably had been
condemned to be out of place since the second he was given life.
The
cobblestones were misplaced, they did not fit with the soil beneath them; very
much as Rupert did in society. Through these cobblestones he found a way or
another to release his anger, until kicking one too hard he finally tripped,
falling on the floor and burning his arm, rubbing it against the hard and
unstable rocks. The road, with the misplaced cobblestones surprisingly enough,
wasn’t beneath Rupert, not anymore. What he had landed on, was in fact far more
soft and warm than stones.
He
felt the earth beneath him with his hands, it didn’t feel like earth at all, he
felt the sour taste of rotten between his lips and together with that
disgraceful flavour he felt the bittersweet taste of blood, which was
humidifying his dry, arid lips. He forced his arm to his mouth to feel where
the cut, and where blood was dripping from. His arm ached in pain, only to find
that there was no such cut. Shock overcame all his thoughts.
Rupe’s
arm was covered in blood. The shocked boy jumped to his feet immediately,
forgetting about all the aches in his body, the thumping beat of his heart was
the loudest sound in kilometres. Finally, he found the craziness to look
beneath his knees, and saw that under him was fresh flesh, as well as loads of
rotten lumps of it all around that. Not animal flesh…nothing similar to
it…Rupert astonished couldn’t twitch a muscle, he had found himself in a
cemetery, or more like a dump of bodies, newly killed bodies.
Rupert
ran as fast as his rachitic and starving legs would push him, away, he didn’t
no where to , he didn’t care, all he needed was to run away, nowhere near to
that terrible nightmare. He saw a house and by instinct went into it, going so
hard at the door, he didn’t even notice it was already opened, and neither
noticing that it was the only house for miles… suspiciously. Rupert was now
desperation made into man. He found his way into the house, through it and
started screaming in exasperation, exhaustion and fear. Anger overcame all
these feelings and tears of rage shot down his cheeks, his eyes’ orbits as red
as the blood covering the whole expression on his face.
Suddenly,
as a gunshot through the brain, he felt a sharp, but gentle tickle down his
spine… “Let your Mama rock you…let your Mama make you sleep’’, and he felt a
cut through his spine, definite and precise, as a surgeon’s would have been.
The phrase just whispered and clearly syllabled by the unknown man behind his
back persisted in Rupert’s mind, an unstoppable echo through his brain…a
whisper which grew louder and louder. Rupert was reaching madness. ‘No, No,
she’s dead, she’s dead’’ he shouted.
An
arm grabbed Rupe and a knife in the back stunned his whole body. The hand over
his mouth stopped him from shouting, and blood dripping in his mouth stopped
him from breathing and made him choke to sleep…
Rupert
awoke only to feel the words: ‘ Let your Mama rock you, Let your Mama make you
sleep’ , and to that he closed his eyes and lied for the first and last time,
and forever in his mother’s arms, flesh against flesh, some blood running
between them, and all around in that dump of freshly killed bodies of
permanently sleeping mothers and sons, they fell asleep together…they fell
asleep forever.
This
story is a true story, it is not a lullaby, so do not ever forget to think
about Rupert and all the others…before ‘your Mama rocks you…before your Mama
makes you sleep’.
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